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Saturday, October 31, 2009; ♥

This is me

This is also my promise to u

i will just want u to stay happy

i promise u

i will stay out of trouble

i will be a gd girl

i will quit gum

i wont make u trouble de

i will nv forget u

misses u every min every sec

without u

my life hurt like hell

Labels: dnt wanna lose u

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I already did all i can le

i really dont knw wad else can i do le

i knw u too well

even if wrong i will still do

cos i knw i already no longer the me le

cause for u

i willing to change

QUTTING GUM!

in future if i gt meet u

i wont touch le

cos everytime i touch gum

i lose a thing

so nw i dun wan touch

cos i dun wan lose u

or any thing le !

im scared .

im afraid to lose u

cos i cnt afford to lose u

without u seriously i dun knw wad to do

cos of u

i willing to accept everything

i learn to be understanding

i learn to be tolearance

i also learn to give up everything

just for u

but if one dae u tell mi

u fall for another girl

i will just let u go

cos of ur happiness

if u are really happy

if needed i will let u go

and pursure ur own happiness

though i knw i will be sad

i will cried

but wad to do

i love u

LOVE A PERSON

I ALWAES BELIVE
IS NT COMPULSARY FOR THE BOTH OF US
TO BE TOGETHER THEN CALLED LOVE

COS IF U LOVE THE PERSON

EVEN U ARE NT WITH HIM
U SEE HIM HAPPY
U WILL ALSO HAPPY FOR HIM
THAT WAD LOVE IS MAYBE!

SO FOR U
IS THE SAME
I WILLING BUT JUST LET MI KNW

Labels: dnt forget me okie

Friday, October 30, 2009; ♥

Thanks you for giving mi a beautiful lies
do not knw whether u will tell mi or nt
but decided to closed one eye so that i will nt be so miserable
it make my life better in tat ways maybe..
when u knw i will know but hw ever u did
jus cnt be explain...but i knw tat wad u are
silent is the best..
i wasnt shock at all when i heard it
cos i knew it but chose to believe u.

Labels: added up into big lies

Sunday, October 25, 2009; ♥

Thanks You All those who accompany me todae

im back home le dnt worry !

Thanks u precious one

cab dwn to pei mi and go bak

u even tell mi to go hm

if i wan and respect my decision no matter wad

but at last i think own home is

better than ppl hs yea..

i at my own hs cn smoke

wad else do i expect.

ten year sister gone

but im fine , i knw one dae will lidatt de

it jus come too early.

GOODBYES SISTER!

TAKEAIIRE UR SELF

IM WILL BE FINE

DNT WORRY

WE GONE THROUGH ALOT DIFFCULTY

NW SHOULD BE THE TIME

I LEARNT TO BE INDEPENDANT LE

SOMEONE TOLD MI PAST IS FUN

BUT WE STILL NID LOOK AT THE FUTURE

SO LET PAST BE PAST BA

I BELIVE TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING

Labels: GOODBYE SISTER

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GOODBYES!

YOU ALL DNT NIDD MSG MI DE
COS I WONT BE FINDING THEM
I NT SO STUPID GO SOMEWHER
OR PEOPLE U KNW DE
I LEAVE THIS HS BECOS OF UR WORD
I HATED TO TALK TO U ALL
PPL SAE FAMILY THE BEST
BUT TO ME FAMILY BETRAY
U ALL LET EVERYONE IN

THIS FUCKING WORLD KNW

INCLUDE THE FCUKING CB WAD MR YAN

WAD FOR U ALL HAVE TO TELL A OUTSIDER

SINCE TAT UR CHOICE

IM NO LONGER WANT THIS LIFE

U ALL LIVED UR OWN WAY AND

I LIVED MY OWN

DNT BOTHER MI .

I LEAVING MY PHONE

WITHOUT BRINGING

SOMEONE ASK MI IF RUNNING HS IS MY HOBBY

I SAY MAYBE .

MAYBE TAT HW MY LIFE GOES

PEOPLE TELL MI

LOOK AT MY FUTURE

BUT DO I LOOK LIKE A PERSON WITH FUTURE

DO THEY REALLY CARE MI

OR ARE THEY BETRAYING MI

BUT TO MI

FRIEND OF MINES ARE LOYAL

THOUGH THEY ISNT PERFECT.

BUT THEY ARE BETTER THAN U ALL!

IN UR EYES THEY ARE NT GD I KNW

WHO IN THIS FUCKING WORLD IS PERFECT

AND U SAE MI UNTIL LIKE FUCK AS MY MOTHER

WAD I WANT I DUN KNW

BUT JUS WANNA TELL U ALL THAT

LAST TIME U ALL SAE WAN DIE ALL WAD I WILL COME BACK NW

I NO LONGER THE MI

I CHANGED

Labels: GOODBYES BETRAYER

Sunday, October 18, 2009; ♥

tiffany and me

xin jie

tiffany and hui ni

my brother

That dae went to eat steam boat with my bro , hui ni , tiffany and xin jie

at bugis then headed to smoke then pub for a drink:

while we drinking my bro went to play billard or pool with there the ppl

hah as...then we went home late then face red then cab home :)

enjoying the daes ....miit up soon again .

photo will be post nw for the past few daes :)

Labels: the last dinner with ah ni

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working

gd girl

me ang jingting

Hello im back to post again ,

recently busy with working...

selling designer watch

but so sad i didnt managed to sell

but hope thing will ended soon
25 oct faster come..

tuesdae i going modelling interview

then depend on wad should i do

after 25 oct...

hope thing will changed for the better

after tat dae i tink u didnt realise u changed

it make mi think sometimes whether are u the same person

posting up photo on past few daes photo

and happy memories !

Labels: dnt wna forget this beautiful memories

Sunday, October 11, 2009; ♥

all this is for a special person i meet on 10.10.09

at Tampines.

i meet him and we went take bus 65 to ubi

there to do something..the people inside the bus was so annoying

and the bangala smell was eel...but with him i happy ..

then headed to aljunide and no earth quake but there come fire enginge

lols! dun knw why when we two are together alwaes strange thing happen and

in the end u always be the one to sae dnt scared..i trusted u and home sweet home

we texted...i enjoy my dae seriously it been a happy dae for mi

and u will rembrace in my heart forever cos i loved u

Labels: hope the daes will come

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yst miss out a photo at bugis with eunice here to upload

morning wake up saw ur msg
call u and chat awhile
then after noon fire
then at night went aljunide meet u
u pei mi thanks uh..
but sorry also dun knw where the cat come out hahas
make mi so scared and jump on to u
hah as...
so pai seh
but i enjoy and jus gao kia called mi
i talk to mark and ltr a fcuker pick up talk rubbish
talk on the phone so much ...is a useless guy
wondering why u are born in the earth

Labels: fcuker fuck off

Thursday, October 8, 2009; ♥

hey back to post thing
wed the fucking cb mrs chelvan
when i having my cpa exam
i thinking about question she sae, shout mi
what are you trying to do
are you trying to cheat .
why are u lifting up ur paper
ask mi put dwn then damn pissed off
then she went to tell mr lim then they wrote report give moe
then nw waiting for investigation luh
then the mrs chelvan very ll
ask mi go dig my own grave
then i not happy go splash her peach tea
and she wanted a apology i dun gib a damn
so xl still dare to stare at mi in exam todae
wan mi sae sorry
wait long long ba!
Fcuking oreo

Labels: what she deserve

Monday, October 5, 2009; ♥

Hello im back to post and upload those photo that dae we took :)

todae went for exam it sucks luh..

we have to do one section only but we didnt read the question paper instruction

ended up doing all...worried if they will deducted marks or mark the section i did badly de

hiias...no point thinking it too late le ..

anyway dinner at No Signature with daddy , mummy , my big brother and his gf

he treat us siol not bad not bad:)

THanks uh! The crab is so big and the sharkfin suck but eat until very full .

Labels: everything changed

Saturday, October 3, 2009; ♥

My Cousin and Ie

I waiting for u

my smiles is dere when u around

Edmund, Gavin, Yulun, Don, Javier , Kia Yee

OCH TAKEN!

My hair when it first dye

My new clothes

I went to shop with my cousin, geok leng at orchard .

I bought renoma wallet for daddy ...

and got myself a white addidas bag..

but kinda dnt really like it . i want the colour

no stock no i left with no choice and bought it .

Then headed home to celebrate daddy birthday

went to eat at uncle shop , miit up michelle and amelia

for candle and 12 reached home to cut cake with family.

but however will post the photo i taken ltr with family,

michelle and accompany:)

Tml will be the dae i at home study for my science

Maths is on Monday..

and i can relax le ...working is what i aiming for

Money is something i cnt miss out....

Without money u cnt buy wad u want.

Work just for the sake of money:)

Once i got money i gonna buy something special made

For a special person in my life..

Last few days in school.. wondering after secondary lifes

will we still contact? will we continue studies or jus work?

No matter what the friendship we have will never be forget

The memories in sch and outside school will always be rmb

Never ending friendship..and rmb we gone through lot of diffculty

Let us rmb this always :)

Once Friend Forever We Are..Nothing Will Changed Us!

Labels: gonna miss the dae we gone through

Friday, October 2, 2009; ♥

U are the one who i wna see right now ...

u are the best friend of mines...

u brighthen up my smiles, my daes

where dere mi there will alwaes be a u

who i missing right in my heart!

Dnt nidd to sae much

jus wna see u from far apart

jus wna recieved ur call

jus wna see u happy

im stastified with it

and never wna see u down ..

when u nidd mi by ur side

be ur listening ear

i will be right dere for u

Tolearating and being Understanding

began when u enter my life..

No longer the unreasonable mi

Labels: wna u be right beside mi

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It last dae of the school. We have our graduation ceremony at wesley hall
guess wad...im so suprised MR GOH TECK YEOW can get award also
hahas...so cute when he take the award luh..Well Done !
u done ur part as a student and u did well ...im proud of u
hahas..then went home and do something.........then slp and my grandma
cousin, mummy keep on calling so annoying...then i was so suprised got a person called
me ! You guess who is it:) so happy but already too tired le..
no strength to talk .....just hoping u will be like the past not like nw so cold........

Labels: let mi feel your loves

Thursday, October 1, 2009; ♥

im learning to tolerate, and be understanding ..
im trying my very best to give the best of mine to him.
Last time the mi changed le .. there no longer the "Jessica"
u all know anymore.In my life now there will only be me & him
nothing else can changed my life except him ..i nw studying for my N level
last four more dae and i can forget everything.
we will never be together i know but cos of him i willing to give up everything for him.
im tired but im struggling . Everyday worried how is him..
Did he eat , he tired not and all those but i dun knw why i put in so much effort
althought i knw in the end what i will get.
Love is blind ! i put in so much effort and loves and i dun ask for return maybe
this is what LOVE really stand for. i never have this type of feeling before , i never ever wanted
to put in so much loves for a person before . i really just wna loved him just like that .
with he message, call i will be stastified . i dont ask more .i hope one dae time can changed us :)
without him the daes i dun knw how to sleep well . everydae looking at my phone just hope that he message mi .

Labels: can you feel the loves i wanted to give u